76 days June 10, 2009
Posted by comicalme in Uncategorized.trackback
Well, here I am, trying to wipe my tears, and face my day with smile.. anyway, sorry if there’s many mistakes in grammar or whatever, as long as you can understand, it doesn’t really matter, right?
Yesterday I’ve ended my relationship with my boyfriend.. (well now I should say, my ex).. it was definitely a hard day.. I love him so much, but I should awake from this daydreaming and face the fact that he’s so far away.. for 76 days we’ve fight against the distance, and now we’re just too tired of it and let the distance wins..
I still can’t believe, what happened in last afternoon.. but now I start to realize, that if our love still last until whenever and wherever, maybe we’re just gonna get hurts.. so I guess this is the best way for us.. he don’t wanna hurt me, and so do I.. and if my love can only hurt him, then it is better for let it go.. and start to move on..
“Move on”.. such an easy word to say, but really hard to do.. just like “I love you”.. just 3 words, but it can’t even explain what you really feel inside your heart.. but what else I can do now? My heart is broken, my love is lost, and my tears are dry.. I guess move on is the only way I should try..
And for my dearest one.. thank you for all love you gave to me.. thank you for always be on my side.. thank you for lead me to the right way.. thank you for every cheers and tears we share together.. thank you for make me feel beautiful and precious.. thank you for being my best boyfriend, best friend, and best brother.. and last but not least, thank you for the most beautiful 76 days in my life.. you’re such a nice person, and I won’t forget you.. I’ll always be on your side, not as a girlfriend, but as your best friend, your best sister you’re gonna have.. and I’m sorry for my beauty, my cuteness, my sweet smile, n my beautiful eyes, LOL, just kidding.. I’m sorry for all my mistakes I’ve done to you.. and I love you so much my brother..
And finally, 76 days for unforgettable moment in my life, 1 day to cry, and the rest for moving on.. life is too short to be spended for my tears.. I won’t cry for your happiness my bro.. and I hope you’re doing the same thing.. don’t be sad, cheer up, move on, and I really wish, that you’ll be happier than now.. I won’t say goodbye, coz you can still find me anywhere you want me to, as your friend.. 
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